Yesterday - A Disaster

Yesterday was a disaster! My stress level almost neared the maximum... First, I'm so worried about my breast milk supply. Grabe the twins, naubos ang buffer ko sa fridge. As in sakto lang ang supply for the day. So ngayon naghahabol ako. As much as possible, I don't want to feed them formula kasi.

Second, sinabayan pa ako ng hubby ko ng bad news...Tama ba yun???? Super nagwoworry and namromroblema na nga ako sa breast milk supply ko tapos sabay banat ng bad news... Haaaayyyysssstttt.... Life talaga. The bad news is starting next month, he'll be the one to pay for the amortization of his hospital stocks... it was very unexpected. The initial plan kasi is that he'll be the one to start to pay for it once he is already established in that hospital. Eh, paano naman yun, e hindi nga nag-aaverage ng 2 paying patients per clinic siya doon tapos puro HMO pa.

So super budget na naman kami niyan...condominium monthly payment, hospital stocks monthly payment, monthly salary of 2 yayas and monthly utilities bill... at eto pa, lapit na ang first birthday ng twins, need to prepare for it also.

Well, well, that is life! Basta isa lang ang masasabi ko, "Huwag mangangako kapag alam mong mapapako!".

Dahil sa Siomai...

Every lunch time, my dad and I (sometimes with my hubby and brother) eat together here in the office. We bring baon. Hindi naman sa pagiging kuripot, practical lang kami. Mas masarap ata ang baon, solve na solve ka compared naman kapag bumili ka sa fastfood - mahal na, bitin pa at very unhealthy.

Today, my brother unexpectedly joined us for lunch. I checked out our baon, kasya naman. We have PI Adobo (mapapamura ka sa anghang) and Salmon Steak. Then suddenly, my dad's yaya, Manang Susan, (well, we call her his yaya since she is attending to all my dad's needs in the office) went inside the room with a plateful of siomai. Nagulat ako kasi I didn't instruct her to cook it for us. So I told her "Oh, bakit nagluto ng siomai???" My dad answered back, "Ako nag-utos!" Then being so maloko with Manang Susan, I jokingly told her "Si Manang Susan kasi eh, pakialamera!"

My dad took it seriously, as in super! He got mad at me...He raised his voice... and made some bad decisions based on emotions....I really got hurt...Being an emotional person too, I also said something back to my dad that made him more mad at me. Haaayyysttt...in short, nag-away na naman kami...at dahil yun sa SIOMAI!!!

Anyway, naglabas ako ng sama ng loob by crying. Kaya ngayon maga na naman ang mga mata ko. Nang mahimasmasan ako, I did the right thing. I went back to my dad's room and said sorry to him. He said sorry rin sa akin. After hearing a short sermon from him, bati na ulit kami.

BTW, I heard, mainit na talaga ang ulo ng dad ko nung morning, sa akin lang sumabog....haaaysssttt....ang buhay nga naman, parang life...