Yesterday was a disaster! My stress level almost neared the maximum... First, I'm so worried about my breast milk supply. Grabe the twins, naubos ang buffer ko sa fridge. As in sakto lang ang supply for the day. So ngayon naghahabol ako. As much as possible, I don't want to feed them formula kasi.
Second, sinabayan pa ako ng hubby ko ng bad news...Tama ba yun???? Super nagwoworry and namromroblema na nga ako sa breast milk supply ko tapos sabay banat ng bad news... Haaaayyyysssstttt.... Life talaga. The bad news is starting next month, he'll be the one to pay for the amortization of his hospital stocks... it was very unexpected. The initial plan kasi is that he'll be the one to start to pay for it once he is already established in that hospital. Eh, paano naman yun, e hindi nga nag-aaverage ng 2 paying patients per clinic siya doon tapos puro HMO pa.
So super budget na naman kami niyan...condominium monthly payment, hospital stocks monthly payment, monthly salary of 2 yayas and monthly utilities bill... at eto pa, lapit na ang first birthday ng twins, need to prepare for it also.
Well, well, that is life! Basta isa lang ang masasabi ko, "Huwag mangangako kapag alam mong mapapako!".
